Monday, June 29, 2009

July Fourth, Schmuly Schmourth

Both of my best friends are officially gone.
Lizzy is in Peru until the end of next month.
Sarah is in Costa Rica for three weeks.
I honestly don't know what to do with myself.

So here comes the 4th of July. I can't honestly say that it will be an amazingly joyous occasion. In fact, just thinking about it makes me feel rather lonely. Last year I had a boy by my side and best friends to celebrate with.

This year I'm single and both of my besties are gone.

I tried getting a hold of Zach to see if he would come cuddle up in the hammock with me and watch fireworks go off at our 4th of July celebration. Maybe then I'd be less lonely.
He won't return my calls or texts. So that's out the window.

Can I find a fling in a week?

I literally have this sunken feeling in the pit of my stomach realizing exactly how lonely I am. I'm too sociable to have nobody around to spend time with. I tear up just writing this.
I really really miss Sarah and Lizzy. This is going to be a terribly long Summer, I'm afraid.

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