I'm doing much better. I only cried twice today.
I have never felt so alone in a crowd of people. But I will be okay.
Tonight I realized how blessed I am. I've got family that adores me, friends that cherish me, and a God that loves me more than I could ever fathom. I have people in my life that would do anything for me, and would die before hurting me. My heart is warmed with these thoughts, and I am okay.
Jesus gave me this the other night while I was sitting alone in class. It was wonderful;
"Hear me, you who know what is right,
you people who have my law in your hearts:
Do not fear the reproach of men
or be terrified by their insults.
For the moth will eat them up like a garment;
the worm will devour them like wool.
But my righteousness will last forever,
my salvation through all generations..."
"I, even I, am he who comforts you.
Who are you that you fear mortal men,
the sons of men, who are but grass,
that you forget the LORD your Maker,
who stretched out the heavens
and laid the foundations of the earth,
that you live in constant terror every day
because of the wrath of the oppressor,
who is bent on destruction?
For where is the wrath of the oppressor?
Thank you, God, for your protection from my enemies.
Whom shall I fear?